The Codes Jesus Hid for You
These parables weren’t meant to puzzle you. It held the keys meant to be understood and used.
I used to think Jesus was distant.
Maybe divine, maybe not.
But always far off.
He belonged to churches, theologians, men in robes.
Not to me.
My messy, midlife trials, and certainly not my spiritual-but-not-religious self.
But I was wrong.
I started listening for truth once I stopped looking for a Savior.
I heard it.
“The kingdom of heaven is within you.”
And suddenly, everything changed.
Code 1: “I Am” — The Engine of Creation
Jesus didn’t say, “I was” or “I hope to be.”
He said “I Am.”
This wasn’t ego. It was essence. A vibrational code. A portal.
When you declare “I am,” you activate.
The frequency becomes aligned within you.
Not I am tired, I am stuck, I am not enough—those keep you tethered to the old.
Instead, try:
- I am clear.
- I am worthy of joy.
- I am the breath of peace in a chaotic world.
Practice: In the mirror each morning, say aloud:
“I am a vessel of divine truth. I remember who I am.”
Not a wish. A return.
Code 2: “The Kingdom Is Within You” — Your Inner Temple
Religion pointed outward. Jesus pointed inward.
He never said “Find the church building.” He said look within.
But we weren’t taught how.
So here you are.
In midlife, unmoored, longing.
Not because you’ve failed.
You’re finally tranquil enough to feel it.
That ache?
That pull toward something real?
That’s not midlife crisis. That’s midlife initiation.
You’re not losing yourself.
You’re discovering her, beneath the parts, the obligations, the racket.
Meditation Prompt:
Close your eyes. Place a hand on your heart. Whisper:
“The kingdom lives here. I come home now.”
Repeat daily. Let the quiet guide you.
Code 3: “Greater Works Shall You Do” — Unshackling Your Possibilities
This might be the boldest thing Jesus ever said:
“Greater works shall you do.”
Not watch me.
Not worship me.
But surpass me.
That’s not heresy. That’s legacy.
He didn’t come to hoard divinity.
He came to mirror it. To remind you what lives in you, too.
But we’ve been conditioned to wait.
For a signal from above, some proof, permission.
Sister, the sign is you. Alive. Aware. Ready.
Affirmation:
“I was not made to shrink. I was made to shine, to teach, to heal.”
Speak it. Believe it. Then act accordingly.
Why It Matters Now – Stopped here
These aren’t conceptual design for theologians or mystics.
These are survival tools for women at a crossroads.
In fact, all women can benefit from these words.
If you’ve ever felt:
- Unnoticed after years of caregiving,
- Unfulfilled regardless of doing everything “right,”
- Starved for clarity, truthfulness, and spiritual zest,
Then these codes were hidden for you.
They weren’t only for seekers in the first-century.
For now. For this very season.
I see this differently because I no longer look to external validation.
I believe I’m divine.
And once I stopped asking for proof, the remembrance began.
From My Lens
I’ve walked through doctrine, dogma, and disillusionment.
Jesus is no longer the mascot of religion.
I see him as a mystic rebel.
He’s a soul gatherer.
One who planted truths.
They were too authentic to be discipled by empires.
Awaken by truths when you have the courage to look within.
I’m shaped by my lived unraveling.
Slowly my eventual resurrection.
This means: the temple is you.
You are the kingdom.
The voice you’ve been waiting for is you.
Thank you for reading.
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Further Exploration:
The Sayings of Jesus in the Gospel of Thomas
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